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1: i will do anything and everything to preserve this sensation.



2: it is infatuation... the quick ticket to destruction.



1: i would destroy all possible worlds to experience it for an extra moment. i might choose to crush you on a whim.


2: all for her?


1: what do you think it is that you know? can you tell me what beauty is? are you an authority on all things pertinent? tell me what you see, i feel the pressure of your latent counsel.


2: she looks like a peasant. you are not limited by anything. you are free to experience sensation without responsibility and you are choosing to ground yourself for the touch of a woman. for the attention of a peasant woman. the thought alone is disappointing. the scene never changes. you can only grow tired.



1: i was not aware that there was a formula for the experience of sensation. are you here with me during my subjective moments of bliss, during my subjective moments of turmoil? i know that i am begging the question. but i do want to know what you believe i am lacking in the realm of sensation. how can you be sure that i am not poised to escape into infinite pleasure as i freeze a moment of climax with this woman in my arms?



2: you are not bound by physical laws but you are here... living a physical life. this is not the limit of sensation. you are impatient. you are not willing to wait and learn. you do not understand anything... but you are capable of anything you wish. your only limitation is your lack of vision.


1: what vision do i need? everything is here before me. i have felt it. i have reached the end of sensation's offering. my capacity is greater than any will ever be. you are eager to discount the value of the pretty peasant girl. you want the answer to be complex. you want the mystery to be incomprehensible to mortal men. but it is not. i have seen the boundaries. i cannot prove you wrong, nor you i. but i have the tangible before me. you are waiting. hoping that your theory will be confirmed by the unknown. you will wait forever.


2: you harp on the subjective. you claim that you have felt the limit of sensation's potential. but why? why do you believe that sensation is so easily understood. could it not be a craft? might there be layers? you will be sentient forever. you will be cognizant forever. after twenty years you believe that you have an answer. do not be blinded by the powers of your perception. do not be a fool.

1: what will i be waiting for? i have found the sensation that brings me to the point of fulfillment. if i wait and the actions become routine there is no guarantee that i will ever reach the point of fulfillment again. why would i risk that? my purpose is to live in the midst of sensation. there is no way to avoid the general practice... but the outstanding moments will be few and far between. i have the capability to preserve it. why shouldn't i make my experience one of infinite fulfillment?


2: when will you experience hardship? how do you know that your vision is dynamic enough to maximize the meaning, the breadth of your sensations? i do not believe that you know anything, or that you care to know anything. you are passionate and crazy. you are willing to throw it all away for something very pleasant. but pleasantries are not worth the suspension of your existence. no matter what you choose... the experience will be amazing. but if you rush you will not break ground. you will not be remembered or respected. you will only be envied by other fools that are eager to rush, eager to forget, eager to be static.... numb.



1: nothing will ever compare to this. you are the fool. you will wait forever... and you will never know the beauty that i have found. continue to wait. i pity you. you are a coward. i only wish that you had the vision to see the splendor in this simple game of causality.








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