Monday, May 22, 2006

think back



naked-time in the bed... was good. the times were good, but very trying. i don't know if i will ever have it as good as i had it then... but that could be the cynical aspect of reclusion. i don't know if i want to care about anything, for the rest of this decade, with the intensity that i cared about that love.


i think this could be viewed as a softcore position. but it is not. love is very good. those that try to remain tough about it are the ones that leave the foul stench. if you aren't subject to the emotions then you are missing the good part. and if you are trying to act as though you aren't subject to the emotional pull then you are wasting your time trying to maintain a front. either way you lose. i was madly in love and i liked it. someday i will get back to it... in some form.

keep it real.

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