Find something else to do.

you absolutely should not sit around here all day thinking about ejaculating.

but...
if you found the right seventeen year old girl, with the perfect face, i imagine you would lounge in her parents' house all day... alternating between reading her diary and fucking her on camera. ...which seems fine.

"you think I'm a fuck up don't ya."

your friends know...

and if there were a revolution you wouldn't be in the streets. you would be in a cave masturbating to transsexuals getting fucked by dogs.

so have a look at yourself.

you will kill you.